GaiLala .

I don’t feel like a 20 year old who works full time , has her own car , and who is getting ready to go to school . -____- man growing up is crazy haha

” meet me at the alter in your white suit , we ain’t gettin any younger , we might as well do this . “

For the longest time , I told myself, family, and friends that I never was going to get married . I told them and myself that I couldn’t see my self being married and having my own family . I couldn’t see myself being in a relationship but with YOU , I can see my life . I can see us just sitting down on the couch watching wrestling and football , your favorite . I can see us sleeping together , laying in bed while you joke my nose and how tiny it is . I can see us having the most adorable mixed baby with like four races ; Filipino, Chinese, white, and black . the child won’t know what the heck he or she is . What I’m trying to say is , with you I can see what I can’t see with other people . It’s crazy because no matter how many times I think , try, and do walk away from you , I always come back and you always take me back , which I think makes you crazy cause I’ve done it like five times . I’m so indesicive but you know what I want . You know everything about me .every detail , every ounce and it’s only been 9 months !